Is this the price I have to pay for all my inequities?
Another person, I can barely imagine.
It's a pill that is hard to swallow down,
no matter how many times you taste it.
I guess that's what they say when they say the price of love.
I don't know if it can be another way,
or the color of blue blood.
I really do love the way,
you ignore my feelings without retrebution.
The way you throw my suggestions away,
like they are old gum.
I don't think you can see my world,
where happiness is not based on material things
like possions, and cleanliness.
Then have you ever had to survive on Ramen,
and tears?
I know for so many years,
loneliness haunted you like a nightmare.
Even though I cry,
I can look you strait in the eye and tell you
these are my happiest tears.